Laney

DEAD I TELL YOU DEAD

2004-02-21T17:39:07Z

CALIDREAMING23 IS NOW DEAD

intothese_eyes is now alive ADD ME

XMUCHLOVEX
LANEY

hott stuff coming through

2004-02-21T17:00:10Z

DANE FUCKING COOK TODAY SUCKHAS

ahhhh

2004-02-19T21:07:39Z

get me OUT OF HERE

what do you want me to do? wack a guy? off a guy? wack off a guy?

2004-02-15T18:22:59Z

Which Family Guy character are you?

gotta love it <3

calidreaming23 @ 2004-02-15T12:29:00

2004-02-15T17:30:25Z

valentines day was good. very very good. <3 u ;)

calidreaming23 @ 2004-02-12T18:25:00

2004-02-12T23:23:31Z

i want a new live journal name
any suggestions?

xmuchlovex
laney

all i wanna do is cry

2004-02-10T21:55:43Z

01. I hurt: a lot
02. I love: you
03. I hate: emotions
04. I cry(ied): today
05. I fear: the future
06. I hope: my mood swings will go away
07. I sadden: easily
08. I feel: alone
09. I kill: nothing
10. I talk: a lot
11. I listen: a lot
12. I break: down
13. I see: the sky
14. I smell: gross
15. I taste: goldfish
16. I work: sometimes
17. I remember: happiness
18. I hold: chirs' hand <3
19. I hide: everything
20. I pray(ed): last night
21. I walk: away
22. I drive: no i dont.. but i will in may =)
23. I read: at night
24. I burn: candles
25. I breathe: air
26. I play: taras synth
27. I miss: my dad
28. I touch: my keyboard?
29. I learn: to except
30. I feel: to emo
31. I know: i'll be ok
32. I said: goodbye
33. I dream: of you
34. I have: a paper to write
35. I want: to sleep
36. I fall: when im weak
37. I wait(ed): ....
38. I need: to scream
39. I live: life

Agian i go unnoticed

2004-02-09T00:06:53Z

i guess im easily forgotten about

leave me alone

2004-02-06T01:27:41Z

i feel like shit...iv been feeling like shit
i always feel like the one thats funny.. the one that has to make all the jokes and be silly and if i freak out and/ or have a nervous breadown.. well that its not acceptable .whatever.

im so bored with my life.. i feel like i should be doing more .. i feel like im just floating though not doing anything .fuck.

i have so much shit i wanna say but i feel like i have no GIRL friends that will talk with me and have a acctual conversation with me .. i dont want to be listend to anymore and then be dimissed. i wanna start getting myself out there. i need a girls night out agian WITH NO FUCKIN LAME ASS DRINKING OR SMOKING just movies food and shit.

i feel so trapped

just end it.

xmuchlovex
laney

**ps christopher got me the hottest cell phone cover ever** i might not want a new cell phone after all.

YUCK

2004-01-31T17:07:33Z

being sick sucks x 100000000

cool

2004-01-30T21:14:04Z

finally the weekend
didnt go to school like basiclly the whole week becuase of college things
thursday was a blast <3 i always love road trips with cathy
springfield was ok.. its my 3rd choice
my second is salem state.. which i got into YAY FOR ME
and my first is wheelock <3

it feels soo good to know i have somewhere to go next year just incase

tonight movie with chirs
saturday.. i have no clue -----> shout me a holla if you would like to do something
and sunday --> run with laura maybe? who knows

thatsitfornowkiddies

xmuchlovex
laney

HEY LOIS.. DOODIE

2004-01-28T02:32:58Z

What a day

*first i had my college interview @ Wheelock .. i reallly reallly hope they accept me it was not as bad as i thought it was going to be.. they made me really comfy and just were really down to earth so all i can do now is wait.

then i had to go to work. that wasnt bad though only an hour and it went but extreamly fast. i made my way over to the Y expecting to just hang out for a couple of hours and do nothing but to my suprise laura was there working out after she was done i went back to her house with her and had the BEST mac and cheese ever and watched xfamilyxguyx- amazing

now im here and its 9 so i cant eat anymore.. im sticking to this.. im determined

dear winter,
GO AWAY NOW YOU RUIN MY FREAKING LIIIIFE
thanks,
laney

something to ponder: If what they say is "nothing is forever," Then what makes
Love the exception?

thankskiddos.

xmuchlovex
laney

calidreaming23 @ 2004-01-20T11:35:00

2004-01-20T16:42:43Z

ok so these 5 days off have been really nice.. it just seems like the vacations keep on coming which is fine with me!
work today
willmington with chris maybe

**i need to stop procrastinating**

colleges interviews on the horizon blah blah blah

that is all
XmuchloveX
laney

whos hungry for some lovin' ?

2004-01-15T19:49:17Z

iv just been plain annoyed with the world lately...

...with my school mostly and just some of the stupid shits that go there ahhhhh im like KILL YOURSLEF today when i was walking out of school there were these 4 gilrs and they all were dressed identical to eachother even there cool nike bags were the same ooo HOW AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!@#$%^$%^$&^ gah.

Then it just so happends that we might not have school tommorrow because its supposed to be like -1000 out with a high of 0 whoppie.good news though.

well dinner @ nicoles tonight and paper writing
hopefully tommorrow will be a day of blankets, hot chocolate, movies and friends <3

xmuchlovex
laney

p.s i love the weekenders =*

calidreaming23 @ 2004-01-14T19:49:00

2004-01-15T00:52:03Z

ok so this -5 degrees shit needs to stop riiiigggt NOW

*i wanna get my hair cut really bad (leanne--- can you do it cuz ur fabulous @ it!?)

4 months of school left
and lots of work to do...

february vacation is soon yippie

that is all

xmuchlovex
laney

calidreaming23 @ 2004-01-11T12:17:00

2004-01-11T17:24:48Z

sucess!
the party worked out perfectly. i just wish i had a camera so i could capture lauras face when we all popped out and yelled suprise =) it was one of thoes nights for me agian when i just sat back and realized how amazing my friends are.. it was an good time with lots o laughs

highlights:
*rachels poems
*sal dancing
*cutting kyles hair
*seeing lauras face when we jumped out
*dave breaking the light
*sarah pulling rachel to the ground
*dave & lauras wresting match
and of course everyone being able to come!

thanks ya'll <3

laura i hope you had an Amazing time <3<3 have fun being 18

xmuchlovex
laney

p.s. big fish today = exciting

calidreaming23 @ 2004-01-08T21:00:00

2004-01-09T02:01:42Z

This is gunna be good =)

p.s. Dr D got a bloody nose today ---> thank goodness i dont have her GAH!

ummm

2004-01-07T02:59:06Z

what the fuck is going on inside my head?

calidreaming23 @ 2004-01-04T20:19:00

2004-01-05T01:20:14Z

school gets in my way

GOODBYE 2OO3

2003-12-31T16:22:57Z

what a fuckin year

i cant even begine to describe how happy i am that this year is coming to a close.

i have high hopes that 04 will be alot better for me in general. i have alot to look forward to and am anxious to find out what the future holds.

stuff i wanna do in 04:
*piano lessons
*get into college
*hang out with people i havent hung out with in a while
*be better in school
*write better
*read more
*feather my hair

.......................................................................

Last night was fun i got to see the gang last night we went to fridays. kate gave me,renee,blais and her brother a ride there. the ride there we were talking about the whole mad cow thing thats going on and what they do to thoes poor cows now i dont eat beef all that time but after that conversation i really started to ponder going veg. I mean i love chicken and it would be hard to give up but it just got me thinking about it. Anyway we arrive at fridays and waiting our whole lives to get seated we finally got called. Its nights like thoes that i really just sit back and look @ all my friends having fun and just be happy that i am so lucky to belong to a gruop as amazing as them <3. After fridays we went to play pool and then went home..

**FIRST NIGHT IN BOSTON TONIGHT** mucho excited about that
hope everyone has a wounderful new year

xmuchlovex
laney

p.s i really do wish i was a better writer....any tips?

calidreaming23 @ 2003-12-30T10:53:00

2003-12-30T16:01:54Z

You're Skittles!!! You have a very interesting
personality, you're so unique. You're the kind
of person who always thinks outside of the box.
You're also a very accepting individual, and
believe in inner beauty.

Which kind of candy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

I HAAAAAAAAAAATE HATE HATE HATE THE WHOLE COLLEGE PROCESS @##$%#^%&^&

xmuchlovex
laney

calidreaming23 @ 2003-12-27T20:30:00

2003-12-28T01:43:14Z

so i went away fo' x-mas and it was ok --- fun @ parts boring @ others --- im glad to be home though

then chris came over and we just hung out cuz i was/am extreamly tired i think i need some energy supplement or something cuz i have no energy to do anything anymore

hope all the gals in canada are having a great time <3 return safe my loves

hope to see some people that i havent gotten a chance to hang out with

the following week leading up to the exit of 2003 and the entrance of 2-0-0-4!

*sunday: nothing much: laundry cleaning the ol' room nothing special. call if you wold like to do something

*monday: ally + laney day =)

*tuesday: ??? possibly renee who knows

*wednesday: NEW YEARS EVE ***** go into First Night with chris *ANYONE WHO WOULD LIKE TO JOIN US LEMME KNOW SUCKHAS*

and thats is so far so yah

if we havent hung out in a while ( and you people know who you are) call me and we shall do something

p.s my finger is almost better =)

.muchlove.
laney

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2003-12-24T17:33:49Z

i hope everyone has a wounderful christmas <3<3<3 LOVE YOU ALL

be back on saturday

.muchlove.
laney

calidreaming23 @ 2003-12-22T18:29:00

2003-12-22T23:29:50Z

thank you sarah <3<3<3

calidreaming23 @ 2003-12-22T16:47:00

2003-12-22T21:54:30Z

last night was so much fun it was the first time i acctully laughed hard in a long time and i got to forget about all the DRAMA going on in my house..
its so depressing here so its nice to be away from it and with people you love

everyone enjoyed the night just talking no actually yelling at the tabel during the DE-licious dinner balze made. then we opend gifts and then did the yankee swap i picked lauras present which was a scarf, cookies and a picure frame and thankfully it wasnt taken from me =) so on that note: thanks girls 1 <3 ya'll

thenn today (monday) it was soo nice to sleep in and not have to worry about school
i woke up cleaned my room then talked to chris then renee called me and we went out for a bit

tommorrow is alainna and christopher day <3

this week should be fun go away on wednesday and get back on saturday

:::christmas came really fast this year:::

that is all

.muchlove.
laney